Heavy Duty Rear Suspension

Found the title of the blog on one of my old english papers. I'm pretty sure me and Ketchup were talking about my teachers ass, so thats great.

This weekend seems never ending, in a good way. If we have school tommorow I'm going to try to throw myself down the stairs and cause bodily harm to myself just so I don't have to go. That seems a little dramatic but seriously, I will. Either that or I'll trip down the stairs on accident, I seem to do that a good once every two weeks anyways so maybe tommorow will be another lucky day in a day in the life of a professional klutz.

I just want to lay in bed and catch narcolepsy so I'll have a reason to not wake up or go to school and appreatiate my friends more and life more in general when I was awake. I would have vivid dreams and just drift off whenever my body said its time. Narcolepsy would be great.

age of aquarius

I've always been careful with choosing my words especially if I need them to sting someone. What I mean by that is, I'll say something to get someone to get them to think about what I said then when they read it AND later when they think about what I said. I don't want them to think about me, I want them to think about the sentence. The meaning. The change they should consider. The friends they should keep. The dignity they should hold on to. Anything like that. I want it to sting and leave when they get what they need to get done, done.

Aries, I hope you start knowing what you need instead of just talking about with what you want, SOON. Everyone tells me to stop waiting up for you and that I'm going to get burned. I don't think thats going to happen but I don't want it to happen either. I'm going to have to face my fears when we're ready and maybe by then you'll have sucked it up and at least got it in your head. You need to realize what you're missing, its me. Not her or her or her or her or even him. Its me. Why do you think you don't hate anything about me.. ? Your logical mind is looking around whats right there. Instead of singing the Taylor Swift song, look into it and look for the girl that feels the way she did when she wrote it, ME. me me me me me me me, ME.


I just love astrology so much lately. I still look for colors but when I first meet someone I almost immediately ask "when is your birthday?" just so I can figure them out more than I normally do. I am an Aquarius and proud although my sign is the most annoying of the zodiac.

I don't like Virgos. Sorry.


My lifes been changing lately, my outlook too. A lot of things won't go "my way" until I graduate and grow up a little. Its funny to think I wanted to be 18 for so long, now I just want to be 13.

But like I said, this year is definately my year, changes and all.