March 15, 2011

discovery

How am I supposed to tell you no when I like boy attention?

I complain about you all the time and I have other guys that pay PLENTY of attention to me. Shit I could even be with one of them right now if I wanted to. But here I sit, pissed and happy with you wishing when you kissed me it wasn't out of spite of her and wishing you'd just stop fucking around with me. I don't find it cool at all that you make me feel so good and so bad. But mostly just bad.

I wish I were as mean as I put myself out to be.

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