acceptance and rejection

I can't wait until this week is over. I just want to crawl in a hole and die already. List of things that probably make me a sad person/list of things that probably shouldn't happen:

1. If someone ever learned some Buddy Holly for me, played guitar and sang awesome along with it, I'd automatically hop into bed with them.


2. I laughed during the whole church service today and couldn't take anything they said seriously AND kept making dirty jokes in up in my head about the whole service.


3. No matter how hard I try, I always fall for artists and muscians. Its gross.


4. Sometimes I go to the bathroom but not really GO to the bathroom or have a cigarette just to be by myself when I'm with other people.


5. I don't facebook creep, I youtube creep.


6. I've been in love with the same guy since fifth grade, and hes not a celebrity.


7. I hate everyone today.


8. I think spitting on people I hate is okay, when really thats not okay in any circumstance.


9. I like hearing myself sing, when I'm in the car by myself I don't even turn the radio on. I just sing.


10. This blog.

Yep, this weekend was messed up.